Beautiful huh? NOT! I've GOT to get this weight off. My friend Stacey has lost over 20 pounds...and i? well I probably gained! WHY? because I don't try! I think that I need to lose weight to get the respect of my kids. I think they treat me badly because they don't respect me because I am fat. Much like store people...they treat me terrible because I am fat. soo....what is the underlying factor here? I am FAT! I need to get this show on the road! I am going back to eating the frozen dinners. It was easy. Only problem is the salt intake in them..but at least i was losing!!! I will do it until I can find something healthier to help me lose! Today I weigh my top weight. not pretty. 304.5. Yep I have gained. Next week I shall see a loss!!! I promise myself that! I can and WILL do this!
