I have actually lost weight. I weighed yesterday morning and was at 279.9. Not great but better than 303! I've been watching what I eat. Keegan walking but something popped in my left leg and it hurts so bad that I can hardly put any pressure on it. I went with Vanessa to Salina yesterday. Could hardly walk but I tried to push through it. I hate letting the kids down. When I got home I think I cried all the way from my car to the house it hurt so bad! Today I have my leg propped and am praying I can walk tomorrow for school. I refuse to be a fat, disabled person. I fear the damage is already done though. I am praying for 20 more pounds by the trip in December. That would put me at 260. 250 would be better though! There is no magic pill......just hard work. I got this.
I have been overweight for over half my life. The thin person inside of me is screaming to be let out but my obsession with food won't let it. This is my journey to become healthy again before it is too late.
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