It has been too long since I wrote on here. We all know what that means... it means I have fallen off the wagon. I can feel the weight creeping back on me like a fast growing tumor. I hate the feeling. I can no longer sleep at night. I toss and turn. My hands fall asleep again... my knees hurt 3x as much as before and I fall asleep easily. Yes, I have fallen and fallen hard.
Today I bid on, and won, a 3 month WW journal. I hope to get it in the mail by Friday. I want to be healthy and WW worked for me befoer but I was attending meetings then. I cannot do that now because I teach GED on Monday nights. Plus I cannot afford it.
Yesterday I ate a salad over at Vanessa's. It was the BEST salad ever. I forgot how much I do love salads!!! I need to have one a day I think!!! I brought a Lean meal today for lunch. The salt isn't the greatest for me but at least it is portion controlled. Until I can learn to control myslef, I will be forced to eat premade.. preportioned meals. :/
well.. no news on the school front yet. I am still hoping and praying for a full time job. It's starting to scare me because it's already May and no news. .. ..
It is beautiful outside so I'm adjusting my attitude to go right along with this wonderful day!
bin Laden is dead... I'm happy and frightened all at once. God, Please watch over us!!!
Lucy
I have been overweight for over half my life. The thin person inside of me is screaming to be let out but my obsession with food won't let it. This is my journey to become healthy again before it is too late.
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