Why is it that I feel that I am eating more now? I think I may have been starving my body before thus retaining all the fat. Weird, but I know from my previous WW meetings that you MUST EAT to lose. So, I am going to give eating a try! Today I had egg whites for breakfast and brought one of the meals I made last night for lunch! It was rice, chicken, and FF Cream of Chicken soup. YUMMO!
I did cheat once.... my para brought in ghost truffles left over from Halloween and before my mind could even THINK to say no... my hands and mouth had already devoured it. Yes, it was yummy but I am a little sad I didn't think it through before popping it into my mouth! At least I stopped at one.
I did wake up feeling better this morning.... my feet didn't hurt quite as bad. Now I know I didn't lose anything in one day but maybe my mind is saying... see? it hurts less if you try to eat healthy! In any case... I was happy.
I have to teach GED class tonight. HATE having to go do that but I can't make it without that job. I pay for Caroline's phone, car, car insurance, and sometimes help with rent. It's no wonder I am poor. Pretty much I am paying for 2 households. I wish she would get a real job and pay for things herself. Maybe one day...
Not much else to report! I love my girls and my grandkids!!! (yes, even Caroline who is sucking the money from me! haha) Life is good so I need to make every day special!
(I need to figure out how to get pics on here! ugh!)
Lucy
I have been overweight for over half my life. The thin person inside of me is screaming to be let out but my obsession with food won't let it. This is my journey to become healthy again before it is too late.
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