Week #1 Weigh In Results: 2.8 Loss

Why didn't I reach my 5 lb goal? There are a number of reasons. The number one reason being I just didn't try hard enough. I ate out. I ate wrong. I cheated. I'll post my weight ticker but I'm not too proud of it....

I was much happier last week when I posted because I seemed more focused. Well, time to get refocused!!! I need to make up for the 3.2 pounds I didn't lose this week PLUS my 5 for next week. That is a total of 8.2 pounds. A LOT... but I have a lot to lose! I will try!! VERY HARD!

I know the weekends are killing me without my girls here. It's hard but I need to get used to it! They have lives and they can't worry about what poor old mom is doing at home! Poor old mom needs to get focused and kick fats ass!!!!!

I'm headed to Stockton today to see if I can see my friend Becky. It may be the last time I get to see her. It's so sad. She is fighting for her life on something she won't win...cancer. I'm fighting for my life on something I CAN BEAT...obesity. Maybe seeing her and visiting with her is just what I need to remind myself how lucky I am.

It's also Katrina's shower today so I am looking forward to that! Well, good luck to me today....

Lucy