Spring break... .is breaking me! I have laid around pretty much the entire week. ... obviously not wanting this weight loss bad enough! Yesterday I snuck a couple of HANDFULS of jelly beans. I have big hands! ugh!
Try harder today. I am going to rake today so I will get in some exercise. Soon it will be time to mow and with the shape I'm in now, it will be the death of me! Every summer I tell myself, next year you will be thinner so it will be easier. Guess what? Next year is hear and I am just as fat or even fatter. ugh again! Now I'm sounding like a whiner! I guess I kind of am a whiner! Time to face the mirror and the lawn and grow the hell up. Life is escaping me and I refuse to let that happen any longer!
Have my oatmeal in the microwave. For lunch today I will have a shake and some fruit for snack. I am eating all the right things now (except for the jelly beans) but I am eating too much of it. Portion control. Water. I also need to get my water in. It's so much easier away from home but I need to get it under control now because summer break is coming quickly!!!
Alright, it's time to start the day. Miley's meds are in and the microwave just dinged letting me know my oatmeal is ready.
Praying to God for strength today.
I have been overweight for over half my life. The thin person inside of me is screaming to be let out but my obsession with food won't let it. This is my journey to become healthy again before it is too late.
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