I weighed in again on Thursday last week. I was a little hesitant because I had just weighed in on Monday and had lost 4 pounds, BUT when I weighed in again I had lost another 1.4!!! YAY
Now for the bad news.... I am so stressed at home that I even have a fever blister now! It looks like a huge THING on my lip. Hurts sooo bad. I am stressed not due to Toby or Caroline but because I feel that my life is spinning out of control. The State took my income taxes for a 'scholarship' that I didn't even receive! Now they say I owe them almost 5ooo more! If I don't start paying on THAT then they will get it deducted from my wages at school and how embarrassing would that be for me???? I need to call them. My little nest egg in the bank is dwindling FAST. We go to Wichita on Monday but I have to board my dogs and get a motel for two nights. Plus gas, eating..... etc. I need a 3rd job!!! BUT on the bright side... I do get to see my beautiful daughter try on the gown of her dreams! I cannot wait. I've been waiting for this day since the day I first held her in my arms!!!! Hopefully my mammoth THING on my lip will be gone by then!!!
Busy day here at school today so I better get a crackin!!!!
Stay strong!!!
I have been overweight for over half my life. The thin person inside of me is screaming to be let out but my obsession with food won't let it. This is my journey to become healthy again before it is too late.
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