Been a while!

Wow! been a while since i've written.... i'll try to catch you up! Went to Wichita and had a wonderful time with my girls. I loved every second of it and they were gorgeous trying on dresses! and Mindy...... oh WOW! She looked amazing in her dress. When she walked out, I knew it was the one!!! Simply gorgeous!!! We had fun just hanging out. ATE WAY TOO MUCH and wound up GAINING 2 pounds!!!! NOT GOOD. I'm back on track though.... I have noticed that I'm eating out again! WHAT? When did I start that??? I need to STOP again before I gain all my weight back! I made my famous pot pies and brought one to work today. They are so darn yummy! Can hardly wait until noon! haha I only brought one instead of two like I usually do because Vanessa said something yesterday that kind of 'clicked' in my head. She said..."Why would people order 3 tacos and not just one? I bet back when, they only ate one and that is why they were thinner". SMART GIRL... why do we think we need to eat so darn much? When I buy the WW meals there is only one small helping yet when I make my own.. I give myself a much bigger helping. WHY? I will be more concious of that from now on. I need to remember to drink my water. I've been laxing on that and that is not good. I feel better when I drink the water. REMEMBER LUCY!!! Easter is fast approaching and that means one thing...the dreaded cadburry egg. ugh. I'm drawn to them like a fly to poop. hahah... I will most definitely try to refrain. :/ also fast approaching is April 6th. I dislike this day as much as I dislike February 16th. It will be two years on the 6th that I lost my mom. I miss her terribly every day but I know she and dad are both watching over me from an even better place. I feel them. It's a good feeling but I sure wish I could touch her and tell her I love her one more time. I miss that crazy little lady...