be this girl again? I can't remember when I felt invincible.... I just want to be able to get up in the morning pain free. Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed I hurt so badly.... I am tired of walking like I'm 85. Will the rest of my life be this painful? If so, I really can't take it. Just walking feels like my knees are going to collapse. I can feel the bones rubbing and it is so very painful! why did my life turn out like this? Maybe I deserve it. I don't know. Anyway..... I'm keeping to my diet. Plugging away. I hope, I pray, I see a bigger weight loss. The scale is not moving and I'm becoming frustrated and this is when I give up. I can't give up. Too much is at stake. Please give me the strength I need to finish this long, hard journey!
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